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Attempted Sex, and other attention grabbing titles (that have nearly no relation to the content) – Genesis 39

I’ve had a really interesting week since my last blog, the most surprising thing that happened is that I’m actually blogging 7 days after my last post.

Included in this weeks happenings are University hand ins, Challenging church sermons, new followers on twitter and that other thing that slips my mind. Just like revision is slipping off the top of my to-do list while I blog, not a surprise I’m blogging again then.

Although saying it all like that makes my week sound boring and uninteresting. I’ve actually had some interesting things to think about: 1. The role of authority in the Church, 2.  Idealism and Realism and balancing them both, 3. The increased responsibility of leadership.

recaps on my thoughts 1. Having a strong authority in the church is important, especially in a secular society in which the church often comes under fire for it’s stance on controversial issues. If the church isn’t entirely focused on God’s authority then it’s reputation falls apart. If there isn’t an strong leadership in the church,  helping it to stay true to the Bible, and the mission God has for it, then we’ll tear ourselves apart, stuck on the little issues, and not focused on the big ones.

A realistic view of the world is quite really important, if we don’t look at what is  actually going on, then we’ll end up hurt and disappointed. The main focus of my thoughts on this matter was Christians – We aim to be perfect and Christlike. Which is exactly right – we need to AIM there, although we also have to accept we are doomed to fail, and be realistic. We can’t do it. Even when God helps us to be better, we still aren’t perfect.

Don’t lose heart though, cause God still uses us even though we’re screw ups.

Then the thoughts on responsibility in leadership – well that’s what I want to talk about next week, so come back and read them then.

This week though, is all about our man Joe, and his new job.

This is what we’re working from


So Joe is now a slave, he’s doing well in his new role, his boss promotes him, again and again until Joe is the big boss, the only guy who Joseph takes orders from his owner Potiphar, and Potiphar’s wife. Pretty sweet.

Then the wife looks at Joe, a “well-built and handsome” young man, and she thinks “I want a slice.” Since she is Joe’s owner, she says “Have sex with me” and then Joe says “No.”

She asks him again, and again he tells her “no” every single time. Like a good boy! Joe’s hitting the big leagues and he doesn’t want to mess things up.  Potiphar’s wife is not satisfied (punintented) and she wants revenge – hell hath no furry like a woman scorned. So one day when she’s in the house alone, she asks him, and he says no. Raging she grabs hold of his cloak and rips it off him, but he escapes her. She then tells her husband that Joe tried to rape her. Joe, goes to prison, lucky to be alive.

And God’s looking out for Joe, and he ends up the boss again – I mean come on, you can’t keep the Lord’s men down.

That’s really encouraging for me in a lot of ways –

Joe starts out as a flawed character, very flawed in fact. He is attention seeking, self obsessed, doesn’t think about other people’s feelings. The guy gets beaten down, his brothers sell him as a slave, He works hard, get back on top, and then this woman slanders him, and he’s sent to prison. Even in prison though, he’s working hard, showing signs of a greater calling. Even when he’s at the lowest ladder, he works is way up to the top rung of it.

The other encouraging thing is Joe’s new view on morality, he now clearly sees right and wrong, and steers clear of the wrong.

As somebody who has a messed up past in terms of doing wrong things, I’m right up there. I have hurt people, hurt myself and hurt God – I’ve done thing I’m not proud of, that I’m ashamed of. I’ve lied my arse off, I’ve cheated in relationships, I’ve cheated in tests. I’ve manipulated, irritated and frustrated people for my own amusement.

I’ve been a massive douche for a long time of my life, cold calculating and self interested.

Joseph changes. He becomes a new man, he has something to be proud of, everything he does is going right, when people slap him down he bounces right back up!

I wanna be like Joseph, I want to be productive, useful and able to effect changes that help people. I’ve read how Joseph changed, and if he did it, then I know I can do it, with God’s help all things are possible.

Now, this is where my opening paragraphs tie in. I’m looking at this realistically. There is no insta-cure for being a douche. There isn’t a “I’m going to be perfectly nice guy” pill I can pop and feel good about where I’m headed.

There is some hard work a head (starting with the revision I’m putting off). Working with God, my church and in my relationships, with other people I can make progress.

I can know I am not doomed to repeat my failures forever. I’ll get better.

I’ll find new failings in my life, and then God willing, I’ll knock those sons-of-lady-dogs right of the park.

We can all change, get better and make progress in our life –

Titus 2:11-12

New International Version (NIV)

“11 For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. 12 It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age,”

Learning to live a self-controlled upright and godly life in this present age isn’t going to be easy, but at least the method isn’t a mystery.

Thanks for reading.



Easter camp, a fresh start and a new perspective – Gensis37

I have been away from my blog for several weeks, and for no good reason. I’ve been a little bit of a slacker, but then I am a student, what do you expect?

This past week I was at a Scripture Union camp as a group leader. ( It’s quite simple, we arrive a few hours before the campers, are given last minute training and time to set up the campsite, in this case it was a large manor house called “Lendrick Muir” check it out on the SUScotland website. After setting up all that, having our trainings and briefings it’s time for the kids to arrive, they come in drips and drabs to start with as parents often drop campers off earlier than the organised coaches arrive. Then the main coaches arrive and we introduce ourselves to our groups, make sure everybody has a name badge.

We then run through the program over the next 6 and a half days. We play widegames like capture the flag in areas which are staggeringly beautiful and varyingly muddy! As well as activities like archery, trail biking, go-karting low and high ropes courses. These are lead by trained activities instructors, along with an activity new to Lendrick Muir – raft building. This is a lot of fun, and if you’re an old hat with SU and have been to lendrick muir a bazillion times, then it’s worth going back at least once more to try and get a shot in their lochen.

I was with a group of young boys for raft building, and after our briefing, and walk to the small lake/very large pond we were showed a good solid knot and the campers set to work while I sat back and watched.

They took a while to get started with arguing and “discussions” about the “design” of the raft. They eventually finished the raft, and I was rowed out to an island about 20-30 meters away from the shore, almost the length of the lake, and left their to wait.

Wait I did, for quite sometime, until the instructor in charge called to them from his canoe saying they had to go back to shore… leaving me on the island.

Feeling buoyed up by my lifejacket (:D) I walked into the water, which was freezing and swam after the raft, even with my terrible swimming I soon caught up and was just in time to sit on a barrel and “accidently” knock a few campers into the water while a photographer for SU was happening by.  This seemed like a good idea at the time, and was great till I moved to end of the barrel, causing it to flip out from under the raft and begin floating away. Immediately the corner of the raft began to sink. (more…)